It's FRIDAY!!! WOOHOO!!! Yeah! Like finally! *ahem*
Lets see... i've got very little planned *owh who am I kidding?* I've got that buka puasa cosplay 101 thing to get to XD One of my cosplayer friends is apart of an Anime society in her college. So she's got a bunch of interested by shy members who wanna cosplay but dun have the confidence to do so nor the basic knowledge. So we've decided to get together and share what ever we've got in our lil heads (minus all the corrupt stuff like yaoi, yuri, hentai and what not)
Haha i'm actually really looking forward to seeing the gang again. It's been awhile since the cosplay pic nic and it would be nice to catch up with these extremely busy busy peoples. We'll be having a buka puasa dinner at Chicken Hartz Times Square. Lols! Honestly though, i'm in it for the ice cream XD unlimited refills with loads and loads of chocolate sprinkles lols! Added, i'm back in the single scene. Maybe I might just make some good connections for the future? Hahaha who knows? All i hope for is a group that'll laugh and smile and take back good memories of the night to look back at.
Time is passing by me so fast these days. The routine of my day doesn't help either. Life isn't as interesting as it used to be. I need to do something to spice it up. The gathering is a good first step towards achieving that =3 maybe a gym membership will do well after the fasting month. Reno is gonna be sexy XD with a lil bit of abs showing ;P yeah!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Holiday! and... some other stuffs...
Hahaha finally a day off! YESU~ I'm so psyched! We all need a break once in awhile and 2morrow is a well deserved one. I'll sleep in, get up late, watch some anime and rest whilst I await night fall =3 probably gonna go meet up with Dominic (my old A levels classmate) for buka puasa. He's leaving in 2 weeks or so and I'm finding time for us to bond as best buds before he leaves for the UK (i'll join you next year bro so wait for me yeah ;))
Sigh... break ups are hard. Are they not? No matter how you spin it, you'll always end up hurting yourself or your other half (or both!). Unless you're in one of those fairy tale relationships where you both have someone you fancy and mutually decide you'd be better off as friends and have a great connection later on (which never happens honestly). So why even bother with relationships if you know they won't last? I personally think it's the whole experience. You learn things, you give and you take, you explore that other side of you that you may have not discovered as a friend. I could list more things but i'll never finish XD but i suppose the most important thing i've learned about the girls i've been with is their low self esteem.
I myself do not place myself high on the attractive guy's list, but it seems the girls I dated somehow manage to rate themselves lower than me to the point that trust becomes an issue and i'm always being dropped the hint that "yeah, i think you'd probably leave me if someone hot came up to you and asked you to be her gf".
I don't know where such assumptions come from. I'm not the type that plays with people's feelings. I'm not known to be a play boy and i've never been in more than one relationship at a time. If it's the friends i keep then i'm sorry if you feel that way about them. I'm a sociable kind of guy and condemn me for what i am if i happen to be the type that is always the first one to introduce himself to people when we meet at a conference or gathering.
So what if you're not as good looking as another person? Big WHOOP! I'm with you aren't I? Why do some girls find it hard to accept that a guy chose her over others because he wanted it that way. If you want us to leave that badly then SAY SO! Sigh... instead of making us think that we're mistreating you. Yes, you have some right to be jealous! Yes, it's not something you can just bury because if you weren't jealous one bit, you wouldn't care about me but PLEASE. There's always a limit as to how you can express yourself. I treat people how i wish to be treated. So if i give you the freedom to hang out with your guy friends, please respect me by allowing me to hang with my girl friends. It is not a sign of being unfaithful. Everyone needs space to be who they are and they shouldn't avoid people just because they are with someone. It's not fair to either party.
I'm not referring to anyone in specific just so you know, as the stuff i said covers a huge range of people and the issues related to them. Yes, i'm a lil emo/hyper/stressed/etc. because of reasons i'd rather keep to myself.
On another note XD i'm single again! Weird feeling la. Can't really explain it la... Tis a time to mingle amongst the population and make new connections *wink wink* I wonder when my next date will be =D
Sigh... break ups are hard. Are they not? No matter how you spin it, you'll always end up hurting yourself or your other half (or both!). Unless you're in one of those fairy tale relationships where you both have someone you fancy and mutually decide you'd be better off as friends and have a great connection later on (which never happens honestly). So why even bother with relationships if you know they won't last? I personally think it's the whole experience. You learn things, you give and you take, you explore that other side of you that you may have not discovered as a friend. I could list more things but i'll never finish XD but i suppose the most important thing i've learned about the girls i've been with is their low self esteem.
I myself do not place myself high on the attractive guy's list, but it seems the girls I dated somehow manage to rate themselves lower than me to the point that trust becomes an issue and i'm always being dropped the hint that "yeah, i think you'd probably leave me if someone hot came up to you and asked you to be her gf".
I don't know where such assumptions come from. I'm not the type that plays with people's feelings. I'm not known to be a play boy and i've never been in more than one relationship at a time. If it's the friends i keep then i'm sorry if you feel that way about them. I'm a sociable kind of guy and condemn me for what i am if i happen to be the type that is always the first one to introduce himself to people when we meet at a conference or gathering.
So what if you're not as good looking as another person? Big WHOOP! I'm with you aren't I? Why do some girls find it hard to accept that a guy chose her over others because he wanted it that way. If you want us to leave that badly then SAY SO! Sigh... instead of making us think that we're mistreating you. Yes, you have some right to be jealous! Yes, it's not something you can just bury because if you weren't jealous one bit, you wouldn't care about me but PLEASE. There's always a limit as to how you can express yourself. I treat people how i wish to be treated. So if i give you the freedom to hang out with your guy friends, please respect me by allowing me to hang with my girl friends. It is not a sign of being unfaithful. Everyone needs space to be who they are and they shouldn't avoid people just because they are with someone. It's not fair to either party.
I'm not referring to anyone in specific just so you know, as the stuff i said covers a huge range of people and the issues related to them. Yes, i'm a lil emo/hyper/stressed/etc. because of reasons i'd rather keep to myself.
On another note XD i'm single again! Weird feeling la. Can't really explain it la... Tis a time to mingle amongst the population and make new connections *wink wink* I wonder when my next date will be =D
Monday, September 15, 2008
It's that time of the year...
God... it's been so long since college started and i've learned so much about life and friends, what is it to be happy and to experience loss. How accepting people can be and how rejecting as well. A levels is gone and ICPU is midway, I still look at those pictures i took all those months ago and wonder where did all the people go...
Ramadhan is here again and my stomach is being tested...
Fasting is coming along well but i'm so tired most days...
I fell asleep in psychology class today as we were watching the Mc Cain speech (we watched Obama's last week). God he was utterly boring... but at least he made realistic promises... English class was great (i talked to some people i never conversed with before) and i managed to wake myself up in doing so (monday blues + no food = instant death)
I'm so bored of going to college, lessons are becoming less and less interesting and the work load is just piling up... all i want is to sleep and laze at home. I know i'm not alone on this one XD my college friends feel the same way too! Lets go bomb the college and get a quick holiday >_< or not lol! I miss my secondary school. If i could relive form 5 without the SPM, I would! Life was simple, friends were close, things were cheap.
I long for the day that the darkness finally takes me away XD or has it already done so and i simply did not know? *moment of randomness end*
I wonder if my other half with ever return from the depths i tossed him to. He was ever so poetic and emo XD Dark Boy... may you never resurface and haunt the days to come.
Ramadhan is here again and my stomach is being tested...
Fasting is coming along well but i'm so tired most days...
I fell asleep in psychology class today as we were watching the Mc Cain speech (we watched Obama's last week). God he was utterly boring... but at least he made realistic promises... English class was great (i talked to some people i never conversed with before) and i managed to wake myself up in doing so (monday blues + no food = instant death)
I'm so bored of going to college, lessons are becoming less and less interesting and the work load is just piling up... all i want is to sleep and laze at home. I know i'm not alone on this one XD my college friends feel the same way too! Lets go bomb the college and get a quick holiday >_< or not lol! I miss my secondary school. If i could relive form 5 without the SPM, I would! Life was simple, friends were close, things were cheap.
I long for the day that the darkness finally takes me away XD or has it already done so and i simply did not know? *moment of randomness end*
I wonder if my other half with ever return from the depths i tossed him to. He was ever so poetic and emo XD Dark Boy... may you never resurface and haunt the days to come.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
To be or not to be (Yaoi version)
Haha i've recently had a few discussions about the Uke and the Seme =3 Someone even argued that I should be the Uke and they be the Seme. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! Well... i've finally got proof that I am so THE SEME in a relationship lol! Take that princee XD whoops! Didn't mean to mention you lol! Anyways here's the results without further ado
Well... there you have it ;) Now i have to go find that Uke of mine and make em suffer... endless pleasure XD toodles
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| You scored as The Breaker SEME You are the most imaginative, helpful, and strong-hearted SEME out there. You can be quiet and helpful at the same time which is a rarity. You're good at listening to others and you don't deny their ideas. One thing you can't stand is seeing someone sad, crying, or otherwise unhappy. Those who think you're shy aren't always the most right but it's true you don't need to talk much unless you have something important to say. You would be paired with the Sorrowful UKE because everyone needs a shoulder to cry on and you're just the guy/gal for the job. It's best to avoid the Homicidal SEME but even if you do that it's easy for someone as calm and helpful as you to get mixed up in the schemes of the certain Devilish UKE. You are truly best placed with the Gentle SEME as a buddy. For my last info, I have to say that you really don't mind and will go with the flow - whatever your partner is into is fine by you but considering who you're best matched with I'd say that they'd be too scared to do anything out of the ordinary. Give them a little nudge to let 'em know it's alright, okay?
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Well... there you have it ;) Now i have to go find that Uke of mine and make em suffer... endless pleasure XD toodles
Friday, September 5, 2008
No matter how hard you try...
You can never satisfy everyone. That much i've learnt so far. It's simply impossible. There's always something that's just not right in the eyes of people ya know? Be it your attitude, your style of dress, your stand on a certain topic, even the activities you take part in. Must there always be a right and wrong? A suitable and unsuitable? A good and a bad? Can't you just accept a person because they are different and in that sense and tolerate their indifference?
You can't always be right. We humans learn how to intergrate ourselves into society by learning what is wrong. It's always been black and white to us. I think there should be room to include grey areas don't you think? Must something always be A or B? Can't there be a possible C? Or even an A+B? I am who I am and that's all that I am. If you don't like the way I am, don't bother putting on a pleasant face just to please me. I'd rather you isolate yourself from me than force yourself to be two faced. I'll just go somewhere i'm accepted. It's just as simple.
Relationships are complicated. Friends are a good thing to have but it's important to get the kind that aren't just searching for 'the prawn behind the rock' as the malays say. I present my friendship to someone, treating them how I would like to be treated by them. I know i'm not perfect, and i can live with that. Can't you accept me as a fellow human being who is just as flawed as you? Life's too short for such meanless arguments. I wanna live life to the fullest and be happy while i still have the opportunity to attain it.
Sometimes, there's just no chemistry between people. Sure, you may like em, heck you may even love em to bits. But if you just can't be together then there's really nothing you can do now really? Opposites attract... this may be true but to what extent? Do you really think you can live with your total opposite? Can you just picture that for a moment and visualize that? What would you two do together if what you like to do isn't really what your other half likes? How will you survive? Take away the lust, and the possible activities related to it and you have nothing. Love just isn't enough sometimes... and maybe you're not in love with the person, but merely, you love the idea of that person/being with that person. There's a big difference between the two.
Emo sounding or not, I'm tired of being stressed, i'm tired of having to wake up and feeling miserable, i'm tired of worrying and listening to never ending arguments between people, i'm so... so... tired... I hope i can get my peace soon...
You can't always be right. We humans learn how to intergrate ourselves into society by learning what is wrong. It's always been black and white to us. I think there should be room to include grey areas don't you think? Must something always be A or B? Can't there be a possible C? Or even an A+B? I am who I am and that's all that I am. If you don't like the way I am, don't bother putting on a pleasant face just to please me. I'd rather you isolate yourself from me than force yourself to be two faced. I'll just go somewhere i'm accepted. It's just as simple.
Relationships are complicated. Friends are a good thing to have but it's important to get the kind that aren't just searching for 'the prawn behind the rock' as the malays say. I present my friendship to someone, treating them how I would like to be treated by them. I know i'm not perfect, and i can live with that. Can't you accept me as a fellow human being who is just as flawed as you? Life's too short for such meanless arguments. I wanna live life to the fullest and be happy while i still have the opportunity to attain it.
Sometimes, there's just no chemistry between people. Sure, you may like em, heck you may even love em to bits. But if you just can't be together then there's really nothing you can do now really? Opposites attract... this may be true but to what extent? Do you really think you can live with your total opposite? Can you just picture that for a moment and visualize that? What would you two do together if what you like to do isn't really what your other half likes? How will you survive? Take away the lust, and the possible activities related to it and you have nothing. Love just isn't enough sometimes... and maybe you're not in love with the person, but merely, you love the idea of that person/being with that person. There's a big difference between the two.
Emo sounding or not, I'm tired of being stressed, i'm tired of having to wake up and feeling miserable, i'm tired of worrying and listening to never ending arguments between people, i'm so... so... tired... I hope i can get my peace soon...
Monday, September 1, 2008
Nostalgia....
Ever have those moments when you're just peering out the window or opening in your room and just stoning.... and then you happen to come across some old photos slit in between an old comic book you forgot you had or an old school year book. Then you look at the picture... it's your gang of old friends, their faces lit up and you're in it too! Sometimes it's just you in the picture and then you think, god... how long it's been and how much you've changed and developed (or vice versa if you feel differently). It's a weird feeling... and well... here's a few to shed some light on the subject XD enjoy or not... here they are (it's from current to past >_< failed to remember that the first pics uploaded will be pushed down... sorry guys and gals)
Me as Reno after make up and Hair have been completed
Me, Derrick and Sue Sue!!! Tongues!!!
Lynn joins us this time... XD i love this pic haha who knew Mc D's is a good place for photos?
Me and Grandpa on a HK ferry back to Wanchai from Kowloon
Me in a Jester's hat with Derrick LOL! we were waiting for Sue Sue and Lynn for break
Me and Kenji at his hairstylist's academy
9gems and Me at Taylors Anime Fest 08
Lynn, Me, Carmen, Fatma and Emily in Families Class D12
Can't remember how blur I was >_<
First signs of inheriting anime features XD camwhoring in HK's international airport
Our last outing with old school friends at Times Square~
Kayin, Shah and Me at the Penang Bus station
(it was my first trip down without family members!!!)
Edwin, Ken and Me on the Eye of Malaysia
Riding in the airport rail in HK with grandpa (all thumbs up!!!)
Granmps and me on the Cable Car in HK's Ocean Park
Me, Shaun and Rio in my room
Best buds> Edmond, Me, Shaun and Rio
(all are prefects XD well... except for edmond who's a librarian =P)
Shaun's christmas party! There is someone who shall never be named in there...
(hint she's behind Edmond)
Me... OMG i look so nerdy... (i was in MAC's centre for you Taylors people)
Yit Tze, CLP, Wendy and Me
Group pic while waiting to go into the charity day's ghost house
Me and Cheng... we were team mates in the Amazing Hunt
Obviously I have more which i didn't include but.... i hope you guys get what i mean.... time flies by so fast you sometimes fail to realize it. I miss you (my old school friends, 5b rocks!!!), I miss you guys too (my A levels Class, PL2 will always be on top ;)), I'm sad i don't see you guys anymore (the people in my Individuals and Families class... I liked our lil group... we clicked) and i will most certainly miss joo gais!!! (my current classmates and the people in my cosplay group). You all have made an impact on my life and I accept you for who you are. I hope i've done the same for you ;) Peace and Salutations
Me as Reno after make up and Hair have been completed
Me, Derrick and Sue Sue!!! Tongues!!!
Lynn joins us this time... XD i love this pic haha who knew Mc D's is a good place for photos?
Me and Grandpa on a HK ferry back to Wanchai from Kowloon
Me in a Jester's hat with Derrick LOL! we were waiting for Sue Sue and Lynn for break
Me and Kenji at his hairstylist's academy
9gems and Me at Taylors Anime Fest 08
Lynn, Me, Carmen, Fatma and Emily in Families Class D12
Can't remember how blur I was >_<
First signs of inheriting anime features XD camwhoring in HK's international airport
Our last outing with old school friends at Times Square~
Kayin, Shah and Me at the Penang Bus station(it was my first trip down without family members!!!)
Edwin, Ken and Me on the Eye of Malaysia
Riding in the airport rail in HK with grandpa (all thumbs up!!!)
Granmps and me on the Cable Car in HK's Ocean Park
Me, Shaun and Rio in my room
Best buds> Edmond, Me, Shaun and Rio
(all are prefects XD well... except for edmond who's a librarian =P)
Shaun's christmas party! There is someone who shall never be named in there...(hint she's behind Edmond)
Me... OMG i look so nerdy... (i was in MAC's centre for you Taylors people)
Yit Tze, CLP, Wendy and MeGroup pic while waiting to go into the charity day's ghost house
Me and Cheng... we were team mates in the Amazing HuntObviously I have more which i didn't include but.... i hope you guys get what i mean.... time flies by so fast you sometimes fail to realize it. I miss you (my old school friends, 5b rocks!!!), I miss you guys too (my A levels Class, PL2 will always be on top ;)), I'm sad i don't see you guys anymore (the people in my Individuals and Families class... I liked our lil group... we clicked) and i will most certainly miss joo gais!!! (my current classmates and the people in my cosplay group). You all have made an impact on my life and I accept you for who you are. I hope i've done the same for you ;) Peace and Salutations
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